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Sep 9, '07 6:11 AM
for everyone

You are the cause
You are my pain
You are the reason
I'm going insane

hate you dearly
My soul will ache
As long as I know
That you're awake

You've made me weak
You forced me to lie
You are the reason
Why I still cry

You've ruined my life
It's all your fault
I cannot escape
Your deadly assault

I'm haunted by you
And your twisted soul
Your hate stricken mind
holds a selfish control

I wish for your death
To be painful and slow
I wish for the day
You go down below

I want you to suffer
For all that you've done
My sadness was born
The day you begun

Everything you know
Everything you touch
has been destroyed
By your evil clutch

I place this on you
This is your blame
There's no one else
This is your shame

You deserve the worst
May you never be free
At least I'm not selfish
Because you are Me ...........

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zlynn07 wrote on Sep 9, '07

Eh beb. Kau on multiply eh??? Bnyk2 sabar k. Bulan puasa tak lama tiba. Bulan Ramadhan bulan hikmah, mudah2an kita semua mendapat barakah. Insyaallah kita doakan yg terbaik buat org2 yg berkenaan k.

nikita07 wrote on Sep 9, '07

zlynn07 said

Eh beb. Kau on multiply eh??? Bnyk2 sabar k. Bulan puasa tak lama tiba. Bulan Ramadhan bulan hikmah, mudah2an kita semua mendapat barakah. Insyaallah kita doakan yg terbaik buat org2 yg berkenaan k.

sesungguhnye aku byk bersabar la nie beb..hanya dgn luahan n keluahan begini la yg dapat menghilangkan rasa stress n sedih ku nie...rather than koling2 member2 n bitch arnd non-stop.....;)

zlynn07 wrote on Sep 9, '07

Aa..ah eh. Nanti org kata mulut tempayan lak. Mcm2 org2 ni. Ape ingat kita takde keje lain ke??? Jgn lupa 1 day kita iftar bersama2.

xanayusof wrote on Sep 9, '07

Nikki...i know you are upset..you berhak meluahkan rasa kecewa dan amarah pada yang berkenaan...mungkin itu salah satu cara mu mengatasi stress, akan tetapi janganlah sampai ia menjejas kehidupan seharian mu.
Maafkanlah dia sebelum dia minta maaf. Doakan dia agar dapat hidayah.
Bersabarlah sayang...kerana sabar itu tidak bertepi. Terimalah cobaan itu dengan rasa bahagia dan syukur, Insya'Allah dengan itu jiwa kita akan kembali tenang :)

haniyyajewelz wrote on Sep 9, '07

hugz...nt sure wats wrong, bt inshallah may watever challenges n agony u r facing..slide through with ease inshallah

nikita07 wrote on Sep 9, '07

zlynn07 said

Aa..ah eh. Nanti org kata mulut tempayan lak. Mcm2 org2 ni. Ape ingat kita takde keje lain ke??? Jgn lupa 1 day kita iftar bersama2.

wokay! we will iftar togeder la one of these days..insya'allah...

nikita07 wrote on Sep 9, '07, edited on Sep 9, '07

xanayusof said

yep, i shld say it effects me mentally n emotionally deep2 to the core coz i luv all my frenz n she is one of the dearest of all to me n unexpectedly things happen this way..how would i not feel hurt n stress...n yes i muz say im trying realli hard to forget everthing abt her...infact now da lupa kan dia pon la...aniwae actualli i find tiz poem nice n mcm ada kena mengena gitu tats y i took it n put it in my blog. put not gain anything from here just for my own sake jer sis.....
insya'allah wif this coming ramadhan i will pray more n hope tat i can get more peace n hidayah from all these things tat happened...thks sis. =)

nikita07 wrote on Sep 9, '07

haniyyajewelz said

hugz...nt sure wats wrong, bt inshallah may watever challenges n agony u r facing..slide through with ease inshallah

insya'allah..amin...*hugs*